Yvithel I Pray To Thee

 Happy New year!

 On the plane to visit Dad. I left Theo with Mom. I'm excited. Dad wants to make me to a new brunch place because he apparently just got a HUGE raise! He even wants to buy me a new car! That raise must be really good. I'm happy to see him. Maybe it's just me but, thanks Yvithel

  Still no news on Josh. I was contacted by the police a couple of more times to ask questions again, but since I didn't have any other information other than what happened at dinner, that's really been it. My apartment feels a little empty without him crashing in, though. I missed the Christmas Livestream for the Communion. Maybe I'll see if they uploaded it. Mom gave me a little Christmas money, so I donated to the Communion. Nothing much, like $10 but something. I felt like it was for getting Theo back.

 I don't know whether to laugh with relief or cry. It's Christmas. I went to mom's house to spend it with her. Dad and I usually hang out on New Years, and he flies me over to New York to see him, which is cool. But then the police showed up at my Mom's house, which was shocking. Josh is dead. They asked me a bunch of questions. They wouldn't tell me anything about what happened, other than the fact he was dead. It probably looks bad because I told them that we had dinner just a couple of nights ago and it ended really bad (with us fighting again of course)... but I honestly hadn't seen him since then. I can't believe it. Mom spent the rest of the day trying to cheer be up by baking me my favorite oatmeal raisin cookies. I asked her if I could borrow her Bible, and she happily gave it to me to keep. Book of Gaius is supposed to be between chapters Joshua and Judges or something like that. Maybe I should read more.

 Dinner went terribly. Fuck you, Josh. I wish you'd jump off a fucking cliff

 It's almost Christmas. I've been looking into more about Archangel Yvithel. It's really hard to find any information. There's the main communion: Communion of the Lost Angel They have some relevant links on their page, like an article about the Book of Gaius, but I'm just not sure where to get other information. I really want to learn more. Anyway, Josh and I are supposed to go out for dinner tonight! I'm excited for it. Theo looks excited too. I'll be sure to bring him back some of my meal. I'm so glad he's back.

 I wrote my own poem today Yvithel, your wings spread wide Protect my feelings deep inside I pray again, you'll set me free And tear apart my misery

 This is when I started to believe, on this day, December 14th Maybe I should of started sooner, but I want to document everything, all of the things that are suddenly coming true. My kitten came back to me. Let me start off by saying that maybe other people thing its dumb,but my pets are important to me. Theo was my pet kitten, my boyfriend had gotten him for me as an anniversary present (Dec.7) and I was so happy, because I always wanted a cute little orange tabby. Theo was only like what, 9 weeks old and super playful, super happy. He was the light of my life. My boyfriend probably only got him for me because he was trying to make up for the really shitty fight we had. But not only a few days in, my boyfriend (Josh) left the door open and Theo got out. I looked all over and couldn't find him. I called, screamed, cried, asked a bunch of neighbors, and no one found him.  Days went by, and I was out looking for him when I saw this advertisement online: for the Communion of the...