Yvithel I Pray To Thee

 I just finished watching my first livestream of one of the Shepherd's services. It was great! Short and sweet, too. They don't talk a whole lot and are quick to get right to the point about their lessons on God and Archangel Yvithel. It's really fascinating. I feel super energized after watching, too! The Shepherd mentioned they had written a book about the Archangel. It's on Amazon for just $2! They wanted to make it affordable for anyone. I think that's so awesome. I might buy it and read it tonight.

 I am so tired. I got off of work and it is so draining. My boss is being a jerk. I wish I could just quit. I think I'm finally over Josh. His parents had a funeral for him and I ended up going but... I felt empty the whole time. Or maybe even happy that was gone. I never talked about this but Josh hit me and cussed me out all the time.  I'm not saying he deserved to die but... I'm glad he's no longer around. Also, how long does it take a cat to grow full size? I've been feeding Theo but he doesn't really seem to be gaining any weight.

 There's sadness in my soul still And I ask ye take it away But will you do it for free? Will you do it for me? What must I say What must I ask Of thee Help me, I am a sinner perhaps Dark thoughts always plagued me But I am being reborn again Or am I crazy? I see the angels They bless me I count these blessings 1, 2, 3 And now I am happy.

 Dad and I had a great time. | Not only did I get a new car (though I had to drive back down home with it), he took me to a lot of cool places while I was in New York. We went shopping too. I missed Theo, though. But he's still so super cute and happy. I should buy him some more cat toys to play with. I wonder how big he's going to get!

 Do you think this means anything? It's all over the sight. It's angel wings I'm pretty sure, but I wonder where the design came from